My Chad was one of the best joys i ever had in this life, from his birth to his death, he was my love, my everything, I rocked him in my arms & kissed him good bye as they flew him away on that jet, his last ride, he passed in surgery. I know he is in a better place he was so very ill & unhappy here, from drugs & Alcohol, I only wish I could have done more to help him. I miss him beyond belief, the dail calls, the movie watching, the cook outs, the holidays, how he loved my cooking, what wonderful friends we were,I thank God for the time I got to have him, such a blessing.